thanks…

Thank God I just got another chance to take the thesis B subject this semester. Hopefully I’ll finish this one on and eventually graduate in time.

“The moment of victory, I love it!” - Lili Rocherfort

understanding

Its better for thee to save the mystery that to surender to the secret. No one is to be blamed, no human can change another humans way of life even if both of them promised to live forever. That’s just how the way it works.

Sorry, I love you..

Break that habit

I may not be the cleanest and purest person walking above this earth, but still I can think of some things worth reading or listening or rather learning.

Let me ask you a question,  do you have this habit or mannerism that you can’t seem to remove from your system. What do you feel while doing or after doing that said habbit? Are you happy? Sad? Surprised? Tired? Guilty? Or maybe some other reaction that I did not mention. What do you feel?

Next question, Im pretty sure you know the answer to this question but you’ll probably have a second thought. The question: Is the habit good?

I myself have manifested some unwell habit during the course of my lifetime, but I’ve learned which of them is right and which is not. I’m not saying all of my bad habit is broken now, the fact that im writing at 3am is an example of a bad habit of mine.

There’s just one word to describe what bad habits cause you. Consquences.

Consequences Indeed. Consequences beyond our understanding. If you feel like you’re very strong and firm enough to continue you wrong doings, think again. Consequences are not just your normal understanding of karma. The amount power and force that influenced you to do your bad habit will also be the amount of power and force to make you fall. You feel heaven while doing your thing? Consequences of that feels hell. As simple as that.

This is not education!

No more explanations about education. Here in the Philippines, if you are in a state University, expect the worst. Flawfull administrations, Budget Cut, Profs expecting a lot from their students more than they can teach. How are we going to be a competent professional if this is the kind of education that we have?

 This is me getting angry.

Is it lonely up here?

How does it feel to be the best? When almost everybody tend to depend on you, yet almost everybody hates you because of the natural human thinking that the best person is boastful, even if he/she is not.

That is being unfair. And that feels unfair.

Feeling is just a strong signal from the subconscious mind that forces an individual to act and do something. Such signal is very indefinite since it’s subconsciously made, hence making the word ‘feeling’ an unquantifiable state of mind. Now, why do people tend to rely on their feelings? And why does people get affected by their feelings?

Sometimes, being the best is not good. When you try to speak yourself, nobody will understand and they will just think that you’re boasting. That’s why most intelligent individuals tend to be loners and friendless.

For top-tier individuls, life is not like a wheel where you are forced to be at the bottom when you’re above. For these people, life is like a pyramidical staircase, where only one can be on the top. Very lonely, so willingly, they sometimes go down in hopes of finding a new life.

A cousin of mine reckon that being ‘matalino’ is a curse. I think it’s a bit true, and a bit false. For me. being ‘matalino’ is just a state of mind. You become smart because of your environment, lifestyle, study habits. It becomes a curse if you let your life rotate on your IQ and it becomes a gift if you learn how to use it on real life. And real life is far more than being able to solve mathematical and scientific problems using quantitative techniques and differentation, being able to memorize a bunch of dates and names, being able to write a good essayand haviong a grade of A

I tell you, God designed the human brain not just for these things. He does’nt want a pyramidical modelof life, he wants us all on top

So now, am I loneley up here?