Is it lonely up here?

How does it feel to be the best? When almost everybody tend to depend on you, yet almost everybody hates you because of the natural human thinking that the best person is boastful, even if he/she is not.

That is being unfair. And that feels unfair.

Feeling is just a strong signal from the subconscious mind that forces an individual to act and do something. Such signal is very indefinite since it’s subconsciously made, hence making the word ‘feeling’ an unquantifiable state of mind. Now, why do people tend to rely on their feelings? And why does people get affected by their feelings?

Sometimes, being the best is not good. When you try to speak yourself, nobody will understand and they will just think that you’re boasting. That’s why most intelligent individuals tend to be loners and friendless.

For top-tier individuls, life is not like a wheel where you are forced to be at the bottom when you’re above. For these people, life is like a pyramidical staircase, where only one can be on the top. Very lonely, so willingly, they sometimes go down in hopes of finding a new life.

A cousin of mine reckon that being ‘matalino’ is a curse. I think it’s a bit true, and a bit false. For me. being ‘matalino’ is just a state of mind. You become smart because of your environment, lifestyle, study habits. It becomes a curse if you let your life rotate on your IQ and it becomes a gift if you learn how to use it on real life. And real life is far more than being able to solve mathematical and scientific problems using quantitative techniques and differentation, being able to memorize a bunch of dates and names, being able to write a good essayand haviong a grade of A

I tell you, God designed the human brain not just for these things. He does’nt want a pyramidical modelof life, he wants us all on top

So now, am I loneley up here?