Now Thats Better

April 2, 2008

Haynaku… My blotting pen writes again…

Hey! It’s been a while since you last called me! It’s good to be out again! 

 

Don’t enjoy too much, your being-out wont take too much time. But anyway, you’re out now…

 

Yeah!

 

Sit with me you two…

Wait a sec! He’s also out? That coward? 

 

If I’m a coward, I won’t be in this body with the embarrassing fact of being you… 

 

That’s bull-crap! 

 

Shut up you two, don’t you two feel the changes? We’re almost amalgamated. 

 

Yeah I feel that… It happened after you trying to make us amalgamated. Some of our self-parameters we’re quite altered.

Damn this amalgamation. I feel like I lost a lot of energy, permanently. This sucks.

Why are you complaining? That’s what we planned before and that’s the way we want it to be. But we’re not done yet, you too are still quarrelling… 

 

But?!

Well… no ‘buts’ for now, it’s too late, we’re almost done, the only thing we need is to be the sleeper once again.

 

Hey! Hold it! That’s just 30 minutes of being out and you’re telling us to be the sleeper already?! Huh?!

Indeed! That’s what he meant! Now, I’m giving you a direct order to return inside! I told you earlier, you be out for a long time. I just wanted to inform you about the process, amalgamation waits…

Yeah… 

Oh God! Do I have a choice? I’m returning..

NOW THAT’S BETTER…

Why can’t I write? Nor can I understand… All of this writings & scriptures, it remained as remnants to others mind… But why can’t I do that again? And now, we’re left here in my mind, too deep that blood didn’t even reach it. I can no longer analyze nor comprehend… Its very frustrating…

The hell with you! Still trying to think about those writings? You can’t do it anymore; I more than know it… Admit it! Accept the junkie that you are. You’re good before, but ‘before’ is ‘before’! Why not try playing your old Al de Meola’s, that’s where you’re good at.

Human memory is limited. This mind can overflow, especially for us 3, so neat and sharp yet so fragile and brittle. Restacking is a must but it works hand in hand with deterioration. Something must be thrown away in order to take some other thing in, we just need to be careful to throw only the old and unusable ones and accept only the new and useful ones.

So that is why I can no longer understand the mysteries behind these writing?

Crap! You’re just a junkie!

Shut up!

True! Old mysteries, unseen… It will not stay for a long time; it will be renewed or will be totally changed. There’s no need to take full-heart trying to unveil those writings, it will be revealed soon, there’s just a right time. These scars, no matter how deep, will heal in time, hopefully, after this amalagamation…

Junkie!!!

And didn’t I ordered you two to return inside? Do it Now!

Cool! We’re going! We’re going!

Yeah… Thanks…

NOW THAT’S BETTER…